Kabir
Ever since Happiness heard your name,
It has been running through the streets
God Himself has come to my door-
So sweetly asking for your address,
Wanting the beautiful warmth of your heart’s fire.
Why carry a whole load of books
Upon your back
Climbing this mountain,
When tonight,
Just a few thoughts of God
Will light the holy fire.
Rumi
All day I think about it, then at night I say it.
Where did I come from, and what am I supposed to be doing?
I have no idea.
My soul is from elsewhere, I’m sure of that,
and I intend to end up there.
This drunkenness began in some other tavern.
When I get back around to that place,
I’ll be completely sober. Meanwhile,
I’m like a bird from another continent, sitting in this aviary.
The day is coming when I fly off,
but who is it now in my ear who hears my voice?
Who says words with my mouth?
Who looks out with my eyes? What is the soul?
I cannot stop asking.
I could break out of this prison for drunks.
I didn’t come here of my own accord, and I can’t
This poetry. I never know what I’m going to say.
I don’t plan it.
When I’m outside the saying of it,
I get very quiet and rarely speak at all.
Etty Hillesum
I feel that I am still tied by a thousand threads to everything I treasure here. I will have to tear myself away bit by bit and store everything inside me, so that when I have to leave I shall not abandon anything but carry it all with me. There are moments when I feel like a little bird, tucked away in a great protective hand.
אני עדיין קשורה באלפי עבותות לכל מה שיקר לי כאן עלי לקרוע את עצמי מהם, פיסה אחר פיסה, ולאצור הכול בתוכי, כדי שכשיהיה עלי ללכת מכאן לא אנטוש דבר, אלא אאצור את הכול בתוכי. לרגעים אני חשה כמו גוזל שמסתתר לו בכף יד גדולה ומגינה.
أشعر أنني ما زلت مرتبطة بآلاف الخيال بكل شيء تمين لي هنا علي أن أفصل نفسي شيئا فشيئا وأخزن كل شيء بداخلي عندها عندما يكون علي أن أغادر لن أضطر إلى التخلي عن أي شيء بل أحملها جميعها بداخلي. هنالك لحظات التي أشعر بها وكأنني عصفورة صغيرة موضوعة بعيدا في يد كبيرة حامية.
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