June 29th 2026

Redon's Plate I is the visual equivalent: matter itself, dark and obscure, with life just beginning to stir inside it — not yet formed, not yet redeemed, only awakening.

Weaving the Knowing of an Amends to be made

From the Threads of My Being,

that now cries for An Amends

 ~

Owning the Pain Inflicted

Does Not Equal Understanding

The Wound Reveals that I Sought

Something, Unearned, Undeserved

By force, subterfuge or any means

To satisfy My Primordial Hunger

 

I am unable to remove the remnants of the Wound either within or without. But using the pain of the wound, to force it open for investigation, introspection, depth insight, and finally integration — if I'm unable to identify my internal misguided mechanism, how can I hope to use the entire cycle, the inner want, the outer action, and the Amends, and keep growing —

A full amends might restore the relationship to the moment prior to the wound. Improbable, but to uncover the motivation for the wound — the Knowing of why I chose the wound over a healthier way to address my hunger — just might restore the relationship to a more evolved state, because of the wound.

Either or Both

Are Beyond My Ability - 

Just a Humble Attempt

At Honesty